SAD

1.
today juz finished the toughest part of the exam
but i did it BADLY
n KILLER s my examiner
who failed a lot of ppl last semester.
really hope tat i wont b his prey.. T.T

so...
totally in depressed mood...
even after 5 hours of sing-k session..
still cant get the feeling out of my mind..

im so WORRY..
i dun wan2 repeat exam!!

God.. plz bless me..
i dun wish for flying colors..
juz hope tat i can pass this final exam...plz..

2.
1 of my coursemate is in depression now
he is a quiet and shy guy
but he is intelligent
i know he is type of person that studied a lot of books..
coz he always can answer lecturers' questions.

but now..
after 3 years..
he is lack of motivation to continue his study in this course..
n planning 2 change to another faculty..
he doesn't wan2 study medicine anymore..
i dunno wat is his reason for "lack of motivation"..
but i think all the medical students always facing the same problem "STRESS".

i really hope i wont b the next 1 tat follow his step..
i love medicine..
but i never imagine study medicine can reach this kind of toughness..
it is totally not like..
wat i hav imagined b4..

mayb im taking the wrong path of my life..
but who know..
wat wil happen next??
n i juz can do nothing..

finally,
GOOD LUCK to my fren..hope he can think properly and make the best decision for himself..
n GOOD LUCK to myself too..